Emerging
Metamorphosis
In the flickering.
Old patterns trying to grab hold of reality like a broken light, blinking, illuminating the darkness with outdated images.
I’m in the not-knowing.
At first I was looking for signposts or guides, but there aren’t any. So I’m just bobbing in the flow, co-creating my daily life with what-is.
Morphing,
but there’s nothing to hold on to yet, no tangible image or façade to announce to the world – I doubt there ever will be, because by now, the morphing has been going on...forever.
In the soft, warm, dark stillness of it all I feel at home in my vastness, with the power-charged potential that always was there, veiled by my doubts.
Letting go of thought patterns and values that never were mine to begin with, shedding them like old clothes, dull and ragged, not fitting.
Every now and then an old burr catches, triggering yet another echo of reaction, as seen in my parents and grandparents before me. Not mine. Let go.
Clothing myself as my updated true self, no make-believe or dress-up, but seeing what fits.
Morphing still.
Don’t name or label who and what you are.
Just be, radiate, express, create, connect, nourish and build.
Jealousy
We’ve all been there; feeling that sting of jealousy when looking at another’s happiness.
We project an ideal dream image upon whatever it is we see ‘there’, comparing it to our what-isness and we desire that daydream for ourselves, totally forgetting that there has been a path, a work done behind the scenes to “arrive”, and even then; the image we see is only one facet of a multidimensional, real, living life.
The other way around also; it feels extremely icky to be envied. Because I know that dream projection is a one-sided fantasy, and even more importantly, envy sits in the way of honest, warm and authentic relationships.
It’s a barrier of false energy, hindering true connection.
When we realise we’re all just on this journey called life, with our highly personal challenges and wins, and that the most satisfactory acts are those of support and creativity...then life becomes richer, for every one of us.
In the here and now our true self blossoms and morphs and expresses its unique magnificence in multicoloured, multidimensional, multifacetted ways.
The expression, or presence of our true self is a force field, radiating, touching others.
And when the energy field is pure, it inspires those that your radiance touches to shed their false identities, dip into their inner not-knowingness, un-labelledness, forever morphing infinite potential too, to find their true beingness … and so the wave flows.
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Let’s do stuff together!
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Until next time, be well ❤️
Nina